We first met “Da Boi” in the last latest news when he submitted an article called “Reflections of a Questioning Slave”. Project X thought it would be a great idea to follow up and see how his situation is going.

PX: Hi Da Boi.

DB: G’day.

PX: You were in quite a conundrum the last time we heard from you. How have things progressed between you and your master?

DB: Well, it is virtually following the same track as it was before. Mainly because I’ve decided to sit and see what transpires.

PX: So you are taking the slowly-slowly approach?

DB: Mainly because he’s trying to explore other fantasy and areas that I may want to go into. I’m not too sure about that, because I’d prefer to leave a fantasy as a fantasy. One of the fantasies I mentioned to him was about the inclusion of another submissive in the relationship, who would be submissive to me.

PX: So we are talking about a third level to the hierarchy?

DB: Yep, that’s right.

PX: And how did your master respond to that?

DB: Quite keenly. I texted the request through to him and he called me back almost immediately. I actually had lined up another boi to fulfil that role play.

PX: Did you go through with that interaction?

DB: No, due to unforseen circumstances it got canned. But it will be happening very soon. But I have caught up with Master since and we are looking at trying a dog/trainer scenario. I have bought a dog collar, lead and dog bowl. Having a collar on when you are getting fucked makes it hard to breathe. *laughs*

Delving into the fantasy side is my way of smoothing over my apprehension of the whole BDSM commitment, making it a little more palatable. But now I have more issues because of that. *laughs*

PX: What are those issues?

DB: If you have a fantasy and you go there, it no longer remains a fantasy and becomes a reality. There could be a negative outcome – sometimes reality doesn’t live up to the expectations of the fantasy. It can become disappointing.

PX: So has this new interaction eased the emptiness you talked about in your article?

DB: At the end of the day there is something there that is not fulfilled. So, I guess it hasn’t really filled the gap. But it has distracted me. Sometimes distractions are good. It has set me on a path of thinking that I need to refocus my thoughts and energies in other areas, more social like. But how do you tell your master to fuck off? * laugh* It has been a foray into something that is interesting. I still have the toys and I can always revisit it when I want, but to be more of a free slave.

I have to tell you something that happened recently though. He pushed my buttons a little too far just recently. I raised my hand to hit him and he realised that he had gone too far. *laughs* He yanked the dog collar too far and it hurt a little too much. Maybe I’m not as submissive as I thought I was. *laughs*

PX: Do you think that your master may need a little more training in his role?

DB: I think he does. Probably because it is always put onto me about what I want to do and how far I want to go. But the role play is about being lead down a path but the dominant, whereas we role play for a while and then he asks me where I want to go. I get the feeling that he is learning as he is going alone, or maybe that is just the way he is.

PX: What about the idea of having your own submissive?

DB: I could do that for sure, but I don’t think it is something I’d do full time. It would a role play you do with someone once in a while. And I’d like to have a mentor on the side guiding me on the right way to do things – that was the idea of having a third so my Master could tell me what to do to him. I could learn that way.

PX: So where to from here?

DB: I’m still contemplating whether delving into the fantasy role is for me, or whether if I do that I’ll be disappointed. I’m also wondering if that is enough to sustain the relationship. I’d like to take it up a level, but less BDSM and more emotional connection. Unfortunately, that is not what Master wants.

PX: Well best of luck, Da Boi. I hope you find what you are looking for.

DB: Thanks for taking the time to catch up.

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